3. The Very Start - Flashback

*All flashback chapters will say 'Flashback' in the post title just so you don't get confused, and this is the last chapter that Kellie typed so all chapters from now on are officially mine. I just wanna thank Kellie for handing this fic over to me, she's an amazing writer and I just hope I can live up to it!! Enjoy, this is my fave one she wrote by the way....Not cuz I'm a sex maniac or anything I just think it's cute!*

Safaree rolled his eyes at the pair of them, they'd been sat cuddling and kissing on the couch for most of the night. Standing up he announced to everyone that he was going to refill the popcorn bowl. Everyone being Nicki, Drake, Candi, Lauren, TT, Rex and Vince. They were staying over at his place for the weekend since his parents were away on holiday. Watching Drake and Nicki all evening was beginning to get on his nerves, he didn't think Drake was good enough for her and after all the shit she'd been though with her father he didn't want for her to get hurt anymore than she already had. Knowing that he was probably just acting too protective of her he then decided to go ahead and get more popcorn for them all before they put the next movie on.

"Faree could you grab me a water whilst you're up?"

"Sure, can one of y'all stick the next dvd on then?" He moved his eyes away from Nicki and to the rest of the group when Lauren offered and jumped up to do as he asked. He continued with his task at hand, leaving everyone talking as he moved into the kitchen.

"Why do we have to watch this? Y'all know I hate scary movies!" Candi looked over at Nicki as she spoke.

"You'll be fine Nic you got Drizzy sittin' by yo' side!"

"Mhm, she's right babe. I got'chu." He tightened his grip around her waist, pulling her closer as he pecked her lips momentarily. "But we don't have to watch it if you don't want though?"

"No, it's alright I'on wanna spoil your night babe. If I get freaked out I'll just stop watchin'." Snuggling into him some more she allowed one of her hands to venture beneath his shirt and lay soothingly across his sculpted abs. He returned a similar gesture by holding gently on to her wrist as it remained partially under his clothing. Returning from the kitchen Safaree tried to keep from scowling at the sight before him as he handed Nicki her water.

"Here, sorry it ain't real cool it hasn't been in the fridge."

"Thanks Faree." Reaching out for the bottle she soon settled in Drake's arms again. Lauren was still sat trying to get the movie to work when the menu volume blasted through the surround sound speaker system making them all jump.

"Holy shit!" The eight of them chimed in different reactions as TT screeched out. "Fuck! Lauren I just about freaking shit myself!"

"Hey! I'm sorry, ain't my fault SB got the damn sound on a million!" They all laughed and looked at Safaree as he resumed his seat on the couch with Rex, Vince and Candi. Lauren and TT were on the beanbags in front of their couch with Nicki and Drake occupying the separate couch on the other side of the room.

"M'kay y'all better shush now, it's startin'." Hotfooting it to the light switch Lauren cut the lights and leapt back on to her beanbag.

*** Forty Minutes Later ***

Burying her face into Drake's arm Nicki clutched on to him even more as yet another jumpy part was on the screen.

"You aight Nic?" Even though the volume was on full whack she still heard his gentle whisper.

Looking up at him in the dark she could see his eyes glistening from the TV light. "Mm, I'm good...."

"No you're not, you obviously ain't enjoyin' this. You wanna head upstairs?"

"Oh? And what do you have in mind for us to do up there?" She smirked as he wiggled his eyebrows. They'd never actually had sex before but they had done other things.

"Y'all better shut the fuck up or Imma come over there and do it for you!" They both giggled like naughty school kids at how angry SB sounded before Drake jumped up, pulling a lethargic Nicki with him.

"Ard, calm down we headin' upstairs now anyway." As soon as he'd opened his mouth everyone turned to look at them in the dark.

"If y'all are gettin' your freak on up there don't involve us, we don't wanna be sat down here listenin' to the moans and groans!"

"Candi shut the fuck up!" Nicki giggle whilst reaching over and snatching a couch pillow before throwing it roughly in her direction.

"Yo we can't fuckin' hear the damn movie!"

"Faree shush, we're goin' now." Before anyone else could contribute to the conversation the two of them darted upstairs, shutting the bedroom door behind them. They were staying in Nina's old room whilst Lauren, Candi and TT stopped in the guest room and Safaree and the guys in his room.

"Mmm I been dyin' to have you all to myself." Roughly pulling her into a kiss he let his hands roam over her body as she moaned quitely into his mouth.

She pulled away after a few seconds to talk slightly breathlessly. "Word?"

"Word." Continuing on he started kissing along her jawline, moving lower down on to her neck as he started pulling her shirt off. Soon enough she was stood before him in just her bra and the pink sweats she had on.

"My turn." Brushing her hands up inside his top she felt all up on his chest before snatching the material urgently over his head. He tended to his belt buckle as she finished yanking her sweats off. Picking her up he resumed kissing her lips as he lay her on the bed. "Mm Aubrey...Please...Don't stop?" She felt him disconnect his lips from hers briefly, but he was gravitating lower. Now lingering with his kisses on her chest her sat her a up a little in order to unclasp her bra. He loved the way her breasts were almost overflowing the laced fabric and how they bounced as soon as he removed the garment.

"I'm not, don't worry you gon' be beggin' me to stop soon. You'll see." He went back to planting kisses all over her soft skin, allowing his mouth to take in her right nipple he flicked his tongue over it playfully, causing her to shut her eyes and let out a slow moan. He felt her moving under him as her own hand connected with her left breast, her actions mimicking his movements. They stayed like this for a minute or so before he moved lower, kissing, sucking and nipping at her skin all the way down from her chest to the top of her thong. "You ready babe?"

"Uhh, yesss!" It came out as half whisper half moan but he heard nonetheless and showed no hesitation in pulling her thong down over her thick thighs. He loved every inch of her body and he was about to show her how much. Starting from her ankle he kissed all the way up her leg before switching and doing the same to the other, he could hear her pants intensifying as he got closer to her centre. "Ohh." Sucking air through her teeth she let out a series of words. "Stop. Teasing me." but before she could even attempt to say any more he licked her slowly making her instantly fix her hands on his head, holding him there as he repeated the same action. She was already soaking wet as he flicked his tongue faster over her clit making her moan out even louder.

Pulling away for a split second he held his finger to his lips. "Nicki, baby you gotta be quiet."

"Mmm I'm tryin' but you're fuckin' tongue game is so damn good." She started teasing her own nipples again as she waited for him to bury his face between her thighs once more. This time he did it with more intention, hardening the tip of his tongue he drew circles over her clit. Keeping up the rhythm he kept at it as her legs started to shake. "Uhh! I'm...I'm c-c-" She didn't get to finish her sentence as a wave of heat and pleasure coursed through her entire body. Licking up her juices her took his position back hovering over her tiny frame. She was still panting and her arms lay limply above her head, she'd obviously been grasping on to the bars on the headboard as her climax had become intense.

"You taste so good." Smiling devilishly her planted his lips on hers letting her taste herself during the process. "You wanna go shower?"

"Nup, it's my turn now boy." Sitting up she swapped places with him and pushed his back up to the headboard before sitting herself between his legs. He was still wearing his Calvin Klein's but she soon saw to that as she peeled them off.

"Nicki, babe you don't have to do th-"

"Shhh. I want to. You pleased me, now I wanna do the same for you." That's what she loved about him, he never once pressured her to do anything she didn't want. Ever. But now she wanted to take the next step, they'd been dating for almost nine weeks and he'd given her head a few times but that's as far as they'd got sexually. All that was about to change tonight though, and they'd picked the best time as their friends were sat with their eyes glued to the TV screen with the sound up to the max. Smiling sweetly she stroked the length of his penis caressing the tip before leaning down and kissing it briefly. She heard him draw in a breath and looked up to see if she was doing it right but his head was tilted back, his eyes were shut and his hands holding firmly on to his scalp. Continuing with the gentle strokes she decided to get a little more daring and tugged slightly at his fully erect dick. His throaty groan let her know he liked what she was doing, slowly moving her head lower she took the tip into her mouth and sucked ever so slightly before taking more of him into her. It was going to be a struggle seeing as he had a good nine and a half inches on him and he was thick.

"Oh..Fuck Nicki!" He tried to stop his movement but the urge to thrust overtook his mind as he gently took her head into his hands, guiding her mouth over his penis. He couldn't believe she was actually doing this for him. And then she deep throated him, taken completely by surprise he tried to suppress his groans but she could feel them in his chest as she stretched her hands up to rub on him. As his whole body stiffened he pulled at her hair he'd balled into his fists. "Nic...Babe, I'm 'bouta...B-bust." But she didn't stop. "Nic...Now! I'm gon'-" She felt his hands pulling at her some more and moved away from him, wiping her mouth as he came on the bed sheets. After regaining his composure he went to kiss her and lay her back under him. The way she was staring at him he could tell she was seeking his approval. "That. Was. Amazin'." He uttered between sweet kisses.

"I'm ready."

He stopped kissing her immediately and peered down at her innocent face. "You sure? I'm not pressurin' you am I?"

"I'm positive and no you're not pressurin' me babe, I want you." He closed his eyes in mild bliss as he felt her small hand wrap around his penis. "But is it gonna hurt?"

"I'm not gon' lie. Yes it will...But I'll be gentle and as soon as it gets to much tell me and I swear I'll stop, kay?"

She nodded nervously as she removed her hand from him and placed them instinctively on his lower back. "Wait! We haven't got a condom." She attempted to move but his weight stopped her.

"I'll pull out. I promise." She wasn't sure at first but looking into his eyes she trusted him. He wasn't a virgin but she obviously was and even though he was almost 19 and she was only 16 they were perfect for one another on so many levels. Apart from Safaree, Drake was the only person who fully understood her and knew all about her awful past. Snapping back from her deep thoughts she felt him pressing against her centre. "You sure you're ready?"

"Mhm, just do it." He felt awful for what she was about to endure as she winced in preparation for his penetration. Slowly he started to push into her. "Ahh, shit Drake!" Slapping her hands flimsily onto his chest he stopped immediately and started kissing all over her face apologetically.

"You want me to stop?"

"....No...I'm fine just, keep going." She opened her eyes slowly and stared up at him, he could tell she was hurting and truthfully the burning sensation of him stretching her was the most pain she'd ever felt. Gradually he started to push into her more and more, feeling how tight she was he was guessing she was probably holding back the tears but looking up he saw them already staining her face.

"Nah, Nic I'm gon' stop-"

"No! No, you can't you're almost there, please just keep goin'?" Allowing her hands to travel up to the sides of his face he reluctantly agreed and forced his way even further in until his entire length was inside her. He'd reached her barrier and now came the worst part for her. Bracing herself she nodded shakily letting him know he could go. He kissed her again before thrusting powerfully, he'd done it, he'd got through her barrier but her crying out caused him to avert his attention back to her as he kissed her neck lovingly, he didn't stop stroking into her though. Starting off slowly and gently he let her get used to the rhythm and soon enough she was pulling her hips up to meet his thrusts. "Oh...Aubrey! Mmm that feels....So, good! Uh!"

"Shhh, we gotta stay quiet remember?" He was struggling to hold back his own groans of pleasure. She was beyond tight and the grip she had on him right now was driving him wild. Trying to remain gentle with her he carefully grabbed her leg and pulled it up and over his forearm, letting it rest there as he angled himself to hit her g-spot. Repeatedly hitting it she muffled her screams into a pillow as she let go of his back and held the fluffy cushion on to her face.

"Uhh, I'm gonna c-c....Aubrey I'm c-" Her breathless moans turned into pants as her breathing quickened and her toes curled. Throwing her head back he buried his face into her neck, nipping at her skin affectionately. He felt her body tense up and she became silent, her brow furrowing as she climaxed. Letting her juices flow over his dick he continued to pump into her, he was about to come too and quickly pulled out of her just in time, again releasing himself on to the bed sheets. Collapsing next to her he grabbed her hand and kissed it repeatedly as she ran her free hand over her torso which was beaded with sweat. All that could be heard was their heavy breathing whilst they lay closely to one another trying to regain their energy and cool off.

"You wanna go shower now?" She couldn't answer for how exhausted she was but he saw her eyes connect with his as she nodded. Slowly getting up he hopped off the bed first and turned around to pick her up.

"Oh no..."

"What?" He stopped and looked at her worriedly as she stared down at herself, there was blood staining her inner thighs and the perfectly white bedsheets. "Oh shit, you kay?"

"No, it really hurts." Tenderly touching herself he pulled her hands away and picked her up gently.

"That's normal babe, y'know that right?"

"Yeah." She looked down as he carried on making their way to Nina's en-suite bathroom.

"Shower or bath?"

She pondered for a minute, she really didn't feel like standing but waiting for the bath to run seemed worse. "Shower." Placing her down cautiously he sorted out the temperature as she leant against the sink counter. She had her legs crossed tight, it was still burning but she didn't want to seem pathetic so held back the tears. How long was this supposed to last for?

"Mkay, how's that feel?" He let her stretch her hand in to feel the water temperature, it was perfect. Noticing she was still bleeding he helped her carefully step into the shower after him. He hated seeing her hurting but he knew it would stop soon. Taking his time he washed her tentatively before she did the same for him, he could tell she was ready to go to sleep even though it was only 9pm.

Once they were all showered up he let her get settled in bed before heading downstairs to get them both some water. Thankfully the others were all acting too noisily to notice him slip into the kitchen. they were playing on the Wii. As soon as he was back upstairs he saw her snuggled up under all the covers, she wasn't asleep yet.

"You okay babe?"

"Mm, just tired so hurry up and come lay wit'me." He laughed at her being demanding as she tried to keep her eyes open. Knocking the light off he set their waters on the night stand and climbed into bed with her. As soon as he was securely under the covers he felt her shuffling closer to him and re-take her usual sleeping spot, safely nestled chest to chest with him. Having her face resting in the crook of his and her head laying on one arm as he lay the other protectively over her waist. He'd never felt like this about anyone before and knew they'd be together for a very long time, if not forever. Before long she was fast asleep and heading the same way he kissed her head lightly and allowed sleep to take over. "Thank you Aubrey." Opening his eyes again he smiled down at her whispering.

"You don't have to thank me Onika." Smiling tiredly back at him she kissed him once more prior to getting comfortable again and drifting back to sleep with him soon following.